Transcript
Hey,
How’s it going?
So I’ve had numerous YouTube accounts during the
past ten years or so and here’s me back again
doing my thing.
Just thought it’d be nice to have somebody to talk
to. You know,
it’s kind of like where I’m at in my life is,
you know,
kind of relaxing and just doing my thing,
but at the same time wanting to be driven by
purpose and be inspired by
a higher calling per se.
However; my adventures…
I did follow my calling or what I thought was my
calling by my following in, or partaking in, different kinds of ventures.
I really wanted a one to one kind of []
as I really enjoy one to one conversations with people,
especially after my havoc of life circumstances
that have that I experienced.
You know,
with the whole mental health diagnosis and,
and all that.
But I feel like there’s,
a lot for me to offer and give value
towards with regards to,
my experience and,
coming out the other side victorious.
Because I do feel like I came out to the side,
like I said,
victorious.
So I’m not sure where where I just got the
instinct that it’s it’s beneficial to to start
doing YouTube videos again..
let you know that I’m sitting down on my couch
and just hanging out in my apartment listening to
music and that it would be a good time to take out
the camera and start recording.
So this is what I’m doing and
I have huge,
huge aspirations in life,
like where I see myself and what I
want to be doing.
I envision a lifestyle full of
lavishness, a lavish lifestyle and luxuries
and attaining all kinds of material abundance.
And there’s also an abundant amount of information
available in books, online, on YouTube…
About:
the ability for a person to manifest everything
that they desire!
There’s nothing stopping them!
And I feel like I don’t have any
limiting beliefs or sticking points or anything
to stop me from doing that.
I believe I can I can do it and achieve.
And that many times
I felt,
and I feel like
all these ambitions are materializing and having
all these material goodness is just around the
corner. Sometimes it feels like it’s farther from
me than other times,
but sometimes it just feels like
I’m doing the right thing and and I get
messages and assurance that what I’m
doing is taking me towards where I want to go.
In addition, I feel like something, very important, is
this community building.
Finding like minded people who also have grandiose
ambitions and working together,
sharing our resources,
sharing our knowledge,
sharing our time in order to
facilitate the materialization of our dreams and
aspirations together and doing it with our
friendship and companionship along the way.
As the saying goes:
“if you want to go fast,
go alone.
if you want to go far,
go with others”.
Yeah.
So I tried different ventures,
I wanted to be a life coach for numerous times.
I’ve had a couple of clients,
nothing solid really and then I ventured into consultations and,
it’s all in an effort to talk one-on-one with
people.
What is the avenue to talk?
I talk a lot with people.
When I go to the streets,
we go to the park.
I talk to people like,
yo,
what’s up?
How you doing?
Should I be gathering emails of the people I talk
to and having a mailing list?
Or just popping by saying hello and stuff like
that. Like I’ve lost all my contacts from which
I’m starting from scratch.
But I really long for human to human connection
And one of the things that I really want right now is
having a relationship with a girlfriend too,
I think that would help a lot.
So so I’m so I’m so I’m available and I’m looking!
If you’re you’re a sexy girl,
hit me up.
So I I prefer blondes.
If you’re not a blonde.
You should be open to
having your hair dyed!
That’s that’s OK with me.
Hope it’s OK with you.
If it’s OK with you then hit me up.
Anyway;
So reaching out for great magnitude of life and
doing great and magnificent things in life.
Some of the ideas that I have go against,
mainstream society.
For example,
I want to open up a cafe where you can smoke.
I want to have
not just hookahs in there…
Hubbly Bubbly.
Hubble bubble.
But I want people to smoke weed,
to smoke cigarettes,
smoke a pipe,
smoke a cigar.
I want to offer milkshakes and smoothies and all
kinds of nice things,
maybe some donuts for food,
and sandwiches.
And it would be magnificent if I could open
something with a great view like on the on the
lake or something like that.. I really want to do that.
So like what are the predicaments and what is it
that I have to do in order to fight for smokers
rights whether it is tobacco smoke or marijuana,
cannabis smoking or or vaping?
I feel like I’m standing up
for the rights to people doing
what they want to do.
Like if they want to,
if I’m a business owner and I want to start a
place that caters to
people that inhale substances…
Whether it’s vape,
cannabis or tobacco,
I should be able to cater to these individuals and
people will have a choice whether to come into my
business. They’re aware that I’m
allocating the space for such individuals.
So if you don’t want to come,
you don’t have to come.
But if you’re coming,
then you’re aware of that and whether you’re
partaking it or not,
you don’t have to.
It’s like a bar that serves alcohol!
You know it’s a place that serves alcohol.
(Off The Record)
My cat,
my kitten.
I’ve got this kidney.
You want to see my kitten?
Let me get my kitten.
Let me show you to the camera and it’s running
away. I got it when she was so tiny.
Hey,
Vanessa.
Vanessa,
come here.
Come here.
Vanessa.
There she comes
She was so tiny when I got her.
She’s a lot bigger now,
even though she’s still small.
But she’s a lot bigger than when I got her.
This here is Vanessa,
so let’s put her aside.
(Back on Record)
So this business…
what else do I want to do?
I’m also passionate about solar panels.
Having retreat centers and stuff like that,
like out there in the woods I’d like to build
small cabins for people to come relax
and spend time.
And these are stuff that I actually want to do
myself. And I’m not doing.
So,
yeah,
there’s a lot to think about.
It’s a lot to think about but…
you what you know,
everything is going smoothly.
Like I’m really happy most of the time.
I’d like to be happy all the time.
I’m aiming for happiness at all times.
I’m,
I’m learning,
like,
you know,
whenever something happens that,
I’m not feeling too happy.
I kind of think and and do self
reflection,
I think “OK”
“What can I do now to feel happier to bring back my
happiness?”
So I’m not accepting being
unhappy as as a state
of normalcy normality.
What’s the word “normality”?
My state of being is to be happy at all times,
and I strive to make that happen.
Making this video has been really great.
I’m enjoying talking and I’m looking forward to
uploading often.
I’m really looking forward to that.
Hopefully, fingers crossed,
that I upload often and I’ll find an
audience of people that want to listen to me and
maybe they’d like to talk too.
And I’d like to listen to them because I don’t
to be just the one doing all the talking!
I want to listen to people!
And have conversations…
I do have a lot to share because,
I’ve been down the spiritual path and delved into
all kinds of meditation techniques and meditation
things.
And studied OSHO and Nisargadatta Maharaj and Ramana Maharshi and
Buddha.
I’m coming to a standstill now.
I’m really excited
about making this video as it turns out really awesome
and looking forward.
To connecting with you.
OK,
that’s it for now.
I might be making more videos,
more,
more than one video a day actually.
Yeah,
that’s the thing.
If I feel like I want to talk some more
OK,
thank you so much,
Alios.
Buh bye.