Dip in Happiness

May 29, 2026

What is it that happened today that caused a dip in happiness? Things were going great, I got two pieces of package in the mail… That I didn’t open right away…

… I wanted to wait for the letter opener to arrive in the mail tomorrow.

I was supposed to have my days off, and thus I stayed at home today.

When I leave the house is when I feel happy and jolly.

If aether is sex, then the closest thing to sex is socializing and human contact and conversation. An exchange of the aether.

Being by myself and staying at home is not a solution at all and should actually not be done at all.

It is about going out and being outgoing and being where people are and striking up and having conversations with them.

The fist thing that comes to mind is about guy friends, for that is relatively available but completely sub par.

What is needed right now are girlfriends. But what is the shortest, quickest, yet safe, avenue to get attractive friends into bed and make friends thereafter?

Given that sex is the #1 top priority, what on Earth am I doing staying at home all secluded and isolated and shit. This is the exact phenomenon that I am against and actively fighting.

We need to be out and about as much as possible. And when we are out and about, the top priority is bedding attractive women. It’s so simple.

Like, I see an awesome girl at Tim’s and somehow it happens shortly after the conclusion that I should wait a bit till I’m completely free to pursue a sexual relationship with anyone. But why wait if I am capable now? If I am capable and able to exercise my confidence towards attracting a female mate then by all means, I am to do that!

And it’s so simple, don’t stay at home at all. Do not spend a single day at home alone and by yourself. You did that today and you got that dip. As opposed to yesterday, while there was a little bit of a dip along with the hunger, look at how awesome it was going to Tim’s.

So get out there. Exercise your right to have sex. Talk about sex with the girl. If you are going to be talking about crazy shit with them, this and that, might as well just bring up sex, talk about it, talk about your desire for it and hers and the dynamics of an ultimate sexual relationship with friendship.. Lets, Atleast, see where that goes.

You’ve been traumatized by a girl or two in the past that said we don’t talk about sex, and the general idea that sex is a taboo topic. But for you, who has very differing views on it and the naturalness of it… It’s time to express your ideas on this matter..

And you already know, you get the stuff that you are talking about. 😀