July 12, 2026
The detox is in full effect. Although I am eating the most nutritious food I have ever eaten and by far.. Food that would otherwise give me ample energy and wakefulness, I am feeling very tired and lethargic and sleepy with a whole lot of time being spent either sleeping or laying in bed.
I am having overpowering thoughts about my business idea “Bliss Lifestyles”. I have been set on a location as of today. It’s a business that is going through its progression process. From the time the location had been scouted a few months ago to the naming process and business activity and structure of it all.
The business is becoming clearer and clearer to me and everything is set in order and motion.
It seems like material action with regards to it will begin next year.. Literally around 12 months from now. This is just action that will be in the form of phone calls and emails regarding it. While the serious materialization of it will begin approximately 12 months hence. 2 years from now.
I am finding that with the most environmentally comfortable situation and relaxing atmosphere that I have created and am living in, I am not relaxed and my heart is pumped with excitement over the whole ordeal.
Like this two years of doing nothing have became two years of doing so much. Two years of prep for grandiose creations!
This is bright, and another bright aspect is that I have begun working out yesterday. Taking it steadily but still intense. I did even more working out earlier today.
So, lots of awesome things, yet, lots of pressure is taking place. And it’s all very subtle but yet very intense. From the YouTube uploads to this blog. And all that is fueling grandiose things.. I’m glad that I have working out and great meals and fruit salads and all that…
But.. just…need…some..space…to..relaxxx
And I cannot be in a more relaxed way.. For, as I write this, I am laying in bed.. With a herbal pipe.
BUT, It feels as though my head and my heart are about to EXPLODE!
So, there is definately an aspect of stress in it all. And I just think.. when is the two year break going to start?!?!
But, let us not forget that I am detoxing from a very heavy dose of chemical toxins.. and I am also withdrawing from those very same chemical toxins given that I am not getting them anymore…
So, there is definately a time, and it will come, that I do actually feel completely and utterly relaxed. It may be a couple of months from now as this crap completely evacuates my body.
Even when I workout, the positive effects of that is still being caught by the toxicity of the current matter and manner.
And hence, all this nutrition is doing what it’s supposed to be doing because all the amazing things I am consuming are being used to fight off “the enemies” leaving me feeling tired and drained.
It’ll all come to pass, I am sure of it.. And I will see many days, weeks, months and even more and indefinitely of joy and relaxation.
Not that I’m not happy right now, don’t get me wrong, not no at all. I am extremely happy, joyful and Blissed out actually. I’m ecstatic. These plans and what I have in mind are super super super exciting for me and is making me feel completely elated. However, it’s coupled with a whole bunch of stress. And no wonder, ofcourse, it is no question that my body and mind are going through stress. There is a whole lot going on within me.. and I am very appreciative of the success I am gaining with this journey. It’s unfathomably awesome. And more than anything, I am extremely, extremely glad at all that is happening right now.
I am deeply in love with my self, my life and the future potential.
Best,
Lui B.