How can I be a solution.
How can my life be one of a depiction of an exemplary example.
How do I lead in my life.
As I communicate with people on social media, it is oft so apparent that people are heavily ingrained with pre-programming.
Me, however, I had put an effort in university days to reprogram my mind.
I had experienced things that no amount of science can fathom, for example, a “kundalini awakening eruption” where I had felt intense amount of energy gushing through my body. Unexplainable phenomenon that I know is true due to what I had personally experienced in my life.
So, in a world devoid of nature, where the vast majority of people are in some form of drug or another. Even if you are on no medical drugs then you are on marijuana, something that is, officially, attributed as a drug. And it’s enough that the medical professionals are prescribing it, then it is becoming more and more a no-no, for the time being atleast.
And the substance that I admire oh so much, tobacco, gets an extremely bad rep.
Anyway, I’m having a pleasant time with myself, but it’s becoming a little apparent how much humanity seemingly has no hope.
Suicidal tendencies and martyrdom has become normalized. With euthanasia being something that can be done legally and martyrdom is looked highly upon by many.
Heavily processed substances that are very far away from nature and what nature is about i.e. drugs is common place and people are popping them and in amounts as if it is an essential nutritious meal to be had.
I am astonished that when I open up social media, you can’t even tell if a video has been generated by artificial intelligence. People are absorbing these videos and messages like it was real. And you don’t know what’s real from what isn’t.
The situation is bad, like really really bad. Where are the humans..? Where are the natural humans, people, beings?
Where can the truth be found, and those that are living by the truth?
And when lies are being propogated as the truth, and people believing in lies being the truth.
There’s a possibility that I’ll be living a recluse for some time.
At the end of the day, I just take it one day at a time. I’m not planning anything, and I’m not putting any pressure on myself whatsoever.
I don’t really need anything and I don’t need to do anything. Just, simple, the basics, for now.
I don’t know.. I just don’t know.
I really don’t know.
I’m loving and enjoying the quiet.
I’m taking a long, very long break from social media.
I don’t need to convince you or anyone of anything.
I know I’m happy and I know I’m happy all the time.
Ofcourse, what got me writing this is the shock I was feeling from the thoughts that emerged from what I had witnessed. But it doesn’t take away from my happiness.
I don’t need to convince anyone anything. I don’t need fame and I don’t need to be recognized.
I feel good and feel great in my body. I’m happy. And I’m to take things even more easy and easily.
I don’t need to right now put any pressure to keep my apartment crystal clean nor do I need to pressure myself to work out and not even to cook nor make fruit salads.
I’m really enjoying just relaxing and doing nothing. When I feel hungry, I deal with it. If I feel I need to shower or bath, I do it. And if I have the resources, mood, energy, ill work out.
There is no rush to anything.
I can benefit from any food i eat, and the occasional meal that I cook suffices to keep me going, and the occasional fruit salad also suffices.
I need creamer and I need coffee beans. It’s either I’ll walk to the store or have it delivered. What fucking ever, I’ll see what happens when the action needs to be taken.
But I am in shock. I’m in shock at the way things are.
And it has been pointed out that I’m at outlier. I looked up the definition because I didn’t know what it meant. But it does sound to be true for me.
I am one that believes in the possibility of immortality if one is ardent on it. So, intrinsically, I am outside the system and the way things are and are done.
It might be that I find people whom are agreeable that Mary was not a virgin as she conceived Jesus. Atheists are in it, at the very least and I met a Gnostic who knows this as well. How they can stand watching people believe a complete lie, I don’t understand. But maybe I’m beginning to understand. People are so deep in their programming that they are prepared to martyr themselves for the sake of these beliefs. There is no reasoning with many people.
But, it gets to a standstill when any mention of immortality is brought up. People just cannot seem to fathom it. They don’t realize that the examples they bring of all the people that died around them meaning that they too will die is just that all the people have been programmed to die. And the time frame has already been given and established. You have about 70 years to live, that’s the average. And you believed.
I tell you that you have been made to set your GPS towards death as your destination. Any destination you set your mind on, you’ll get there. And people are persistent in death being a destination, so that so happens to be the case.
The solution: simple, fetch yourself a detour. Destination: Immortality.
That’s what I did, and I’m living it. I live grande.
But is it going to continue to be lonely? Should I start “killing myself slowly” just so I can be amongst the masses. Should I succumb to slavery, just so I can be normal and amongst the people?
It’s not about being normal. And forget the discussion and argument on what it actually means to be normal. Fuck all that.
It’s about being natural. And living in the most natural way possible.
So I am calling on the naturals. And the naturals that are questioning the status quo and willing to use their own minds. Those that can take in an alternative thought and think about it and absorb it.