Crazy, this bliss

July 18, 2026

Crazy this bliss that I’m feeling.

I just ordered a $650 laser hair remover (Braun) from Walmart last night.

I’m excited to be ridding my body of all this pesky hair…

I’ve don’t my fair amount of wax removal at spa’s and even done it on my own with epilators (Gosh!). And even did whole body threading at various times while being institutionalized. And I’ve shaved it all since a very young age (high school).. so I’m no stranger whatsoever to a hair-free body and I love it!

My back hurts, but I’m feeling great in my body.

Providing proper space in my apartment for workout and exercise is giving me a no-pressure stance on getting fit.

I’ve tried this in the past when I was living in the basement as well as joined the gym before, but whilst having all those toxins injected into my body made it excruciating to work out and put any effort.

Now, though, I am ardent in my self-improvement and I am at awe at the possibility of being able, first of all, look extremely great and sexy and, second, being able to command my body with so much strength as to pull extraordinary feet with my body. I am looking forward to gain command of my body.

Playing an instrument, like the piano which is of keen interest of mine, is another extension of commanding the body to pull of amazing feets.

I have an interest in doing so much in my life. Like learning to work with wood and weld and even bringing old cars to life and repairing them. There is so much I wanna be able to do with my body and my life and these are just some of the examples.

I also want to work with electricity and I also want to have the opportunity to invent amazing things. I am ardent on being provided with the space and environment where I can really make so much of life.

Lui